Journal of A Dead Girl

This is my first real book so tell me what you think.

Prologue

Terri Hasting was almost 18 her and Skye her twin sister were planning on moving into a house their aunt bought them. Terri had been killed. How? The police are gonna find out, with the help of Skye. The police found a journal along with pictures and other things, at the crime scene. This is the first entry of Terri Hastings diary:


Dear Journal, June 5,2009

Skye’s making me do this. But anyway here it goes. . . Hello my name is Terri Faith Hasting. My twin is Skye Macey Hasting, I love her a lot. And you are gonna be used to keep me sane and have a clear head. Anyway, that’s a little something of me and you’ll learn the rest along the way!

Byes~!

Love and Kisses,
Terri Hasting

Oooh. I cant wait to read more. Keep going.

The more is here! Note that I have five pages on just chapter one.

I fought as hard as I could, but it did no use, he still raped me. The whole time I cried silently, and he said over and over. “It’s okay sweetie, I’ll make it feel good.” But he made me feel horrible, since I lost my virginity today. He touched me all over the place, and I could still hear Skye crying and pounding. when he was done, he whispered in my ear. “I love you Terri. Don’t you love me? Tell me you love me.” I was afraid for my life so I said it gently. “I love you.” But hell, even a smart person knew I was lying, but he didn’t. God help me.
When he left, he unlocked the doors. Skye burst in crying. “Terri. I’m so sorry! I’ll never leave you alone ever again!” I was crying too. I hardly ever talk to anyone but my sister. And after today I think I’ll talk even less. But anyway, I took her hand and pulled her into my bed. I know what your thinking. That we’re lesbians. But when your sisters, it’s okay. Continuing, we fell asleep not going to school. Why would I? I just got raped.

I took a deep breath. And tried to calm myself. I went to get ice cream and I ate it. When I was out, I went to go buy more. At the store, I got some medicine too. Guys kept trying to like flirt with me and I did not need that tonight. “Hey baby! Do you wanna have some fun tonight?” Yelled some dunk collage student, when I was in the parking lot. I tried to walk away. But he grabbed my wrist. “Your coming with me. I don’t care if you want to or not.” He whispered into my ear, and his hand snaked to cup my butt. “Get the hell of me!” I screamed and wrenched him off running away.

I cried again, driving to my empty home. I took my ice cream and walked into my bed with the journal. “I miss you Terri.” I said eating the ice cream and opening the book. The last thing I had that was of Terri’s mind and thoughts.

I dont care if its that long. The longer the book, the better it is for me.
Their stepfather is such a jerk.

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I woke up at about noon to feel really hungry. “Skye.” I whispered nudging her awake. “We gotta eat and then leave.” Skye, nodded and went to get her things together. I did too. We got clothes and food and water and every other thing we needed. Before leaving we ate a bit of food. I heard our stepfather, coming to see who was eating his food. We made a run for it. And reached Skyes’s car right when he opened the front door. He started to run to us, and Skye backed out and drove as fast as she legally could.

We laughed, at our luck and went looking for a house our aunt gave us. She gave it to us for these kind of days where we ran away. Once we reached the house, we were glad she decorated and furnished it first. Once we got all our things inside we relaxed and put in our favorite movie. We messed around and threw popcorn at each other.

When the movie was over, we went out to the mall for new clothes. We laughed and had fun, I got my normal scene/preppy stuff. Skye got her rocker/punk/scene stuff. We ate agin and got ice cream. As we drove to our new home, we listened to music and sang to our favorite songs. We laughed at each other and had the best time since forever. Once we got home, we got ready for bed but we aren’t asleep, well not yet anyway. But it’s time to sleep.

Night!

Save me from this hell,
Terri Hasting


I sighed, that day started horrible but then became the first fun day in a long time. I closed my eyes and rubbed my forehead, taking some headache medicine. I played my MP3, and rubbed my temples closing my eyes. I opened them and started to read the next entry.

Good.
Begninng=Bad End=Good <------ Thats good!

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Dear Journal, June 10,2009

Me and Skye have been living here for a few days and went to school. Life has been better, no abuse or rape. Something we’re glad to have out of our lives. Most days were get up, eat, then get ready for school. Then go to school and all that blah blah blah stuff. Anyway today there was a new kid. He was kinda cute and sweet. But he won’t like a girl like me, so messed up she doesn’t even talk to people other than her sister. I can’t believe I thought I had a chance, god I’m so stupid.

Anyway, uhg! What am I kidding? I’m in like total love with this kid! So this is how I met him!:

We got to school and other stuff blah, blah bleh. I was jumping around, hyper is bad for school let me tell you. “What’s up up with you?” Skye joked watching me. “Uhh, pancakes in the morning means hyper me Skye you know that.” I rolled my eyes and ran in circles around her.

Skye laughed and I did too, I fell on my butt and pulled her with me. I ended up making the new kid fall too. “Oppsie!” I said jumping up and looking to see if he was okay. “You alright new kiddie?” I smiled now.

He blinked, “how did you know?” I smiled kindly, “sorry hun. I just know a newbie when I see em’. Anyways what’s you name?” Skye had drifted off, well more like zoned out. “I’m James.” James said quietly. Skye perked up, “hiya! This is Terri! She’s my twineh! And I’m Skye.”

I smiled, that moment was really weird. It was the first time I ever talked to a random person I didn’t know. I changed that day, from the shy cute girl. To the loud and fun loving kiddy. This boy was also her boyfriend, its only 2:30 PM. I can go see how he’s holding up. I got up and drove over to James’ house, I shook my hair, and smiled a bit. I got out and knocked on his door. “Ahh Skye. Come on in.” His mother said opening the door. “Hello Mrs. Scarlet. How are you today?” I nodded as I entered slowly. “I’m fine thank you'd you want a cup of tea?” She asked going to get herself one. I shook my head. “No thank you, I’m fine. But is it okay if I visit James for a bit?” She came back in with a cup. “Sure go on ahead.” I nodded and went to his room. “James?” I asked carefully opening his door. “Skye!” He said coming and giving me a hug.

I blinked, but hugged him back. “You okay?” I asked putting him at arms distance. He smiled gently and wiped his eyes. “No, I miss her Skye.” I stifled a sob. “I miss her too.” We hugged again. James pulled back and say on his bed. “So what have you been up to lately?” He asked, trying to control himself. I smiled a bit and sat in a chair. “I’ve been reading Terri’s journal. I’m at the day you two met.” I moved my hair out of my face as he thought. “Really?” He smiled now. “Yesh! And you my good friend are not going to read it!” I laughed a small laugh, but it was a laugh. I blinked, “I gotta go!” James frowned now, “why?” I shook my head, “the police are here.” I got up. “See ya later mister.” I waved and left. I sighed getting into my car. I felt tired, I rubbed my eyes driving home.

The stop lights were slow. And I mean SLOW. Like it felt forever till the red light changed to green. Anyone know why? You don’t? Oh well, then we’re both idiots. Anyway, when the light finally came to green, I smiled and drove away. When I finally got home, I ate lunch.I went back up to my room and started to read again.

Yes!! Keep going.